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Fri Dec 4, 2009, 8:07 PM

^{GIRLS,
Have you ever had a menstrual cramp SO bad you think about dialing 911? This morning I woke up to pretty bad cramps but I just take two Ibuprofen and in about 30 minutes I feel better ... only THIS morning, it got 100x worse. Oh, God, I felt like I was going to DIE. I was super super nauseous, I felt like vomiting, my whole body was shaking, I was REALLY hot and sweaty. I was on the bathroom floor writhing in pain at on point. I became super panicky and decided to call my mom. She was at work and couldn't come home till an hour later. I was sadsies.
I SOMEHOW managed to fall asleep in the livingroom couch when my mom came home she called the doctor immediately and set an appointment later.
When we got to the office, the assistant nurse came(PRETTY CUTE GUY LOL TOO BAD I HAD TO TELL HIM I WAS CRYING LIKE A BABY.), he took some notes about it and later the Doctor came. She said it was NORMAL for women to get cramps as bad as what had happened to me that morning. I'm just sitting there going like, "Shit, I feel so bad for any woman who has to go through that..."
She said that a way to stop cramps as bad as that is to take pregnancy prevention pills. My mom doesn't want me too, though, because she's one of those women that are a bit skeptical about medicine ... plus she doesn't want me getting any more moody than I already am. Aha. :'D
I took a bath with one of those "Bath Bombs" I got from a store called LUSH and OHMYGOD it was the best bath I have taken in my whole life. I smell like clean sea water Aha. :'D It turned the bath water blue and had flower petals in it so my bath looked like something out of a porno. Aha. I don't watch Porn, though. Don't judge me!

I'm feeling a lot better, now, though. The next time that happens (hopefully NEVER in my life again!!!), I'll know what to do. My mom bought me a dark chocolate bar because she said it's supposed to help with cramps. WHOOPIE FREE CHOCOLATE.

OH when the Doctor came in, she said that I had lost 10lbs from the last time I went to the doctors. She asked me if I was trying to lose weight and I explained to her that I lost muscle mass since the last time I went to the doctor I did crew and stopped doing it. She thought I was bulimic or something. :'''D}

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Mood: Pain
Listening to: Cocteau Twins - Alice

Imma fight till we see the sunlight

Wed Dec 2, 2009, 8:23 PM

^{Gaahhh I love Ross! I went there just last week and bought the most AWESOME high waisted skirt for, like, four bucks. So retro. I wanted to look for more stuff but I had to go because I barely had any time. I snagged the skirt, payed for it, then left the mall. Boo hoo.
OH OH SDFJH I also got this black & blue striped sweatshirt that's SDFKJ I love so much because it reminds me of Lupolio. :'D I buy clothes that match my OC's. Baha.

Sooo I'm pretty much taking a break from writing this essay due tomorrow. I'm BREEZING through it, though, so no worries! It's an easy topic because the story we're writing it about is so far fetched, you can pretty much write it off the top of your head and it'll make sense. Aha. One of THOSE essays.

I'm going to Nicaragua for Christmas this December. There are these fruits called "Hocotes" there that I absolutely LOVE! I'm also really hoping to visit my grandma's ranch outside the town. She owns DOZENS of cows, chickens, and other animals. I remember the last time I went we found this baby cow basking in the sunlight and we went up and pet it. It licked my hand like a dog would! IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER HOLY SHIT. The only ting that i'm worried about is that every time my family goes there they feed us their fattest pig ... which they hang by the feet, cut it's throat, and tear open the stomach. God it's so sick to watch, it makes me NOT want to eat it. Of course that would be a HUGE insult to them since they're poor poor poor poor poor so I have no choice. I'm just used to not seeing what I eat being killed in front of me.
Out of sight out of mind, right?

My mom decided to cut our cable, so now we have NO tv whatsoever, because of that STUPID digital converter. We can't even watch local channels unless we BUY a converter box which I highly doubt my mom is going to do anytime soon. That means I'm going to have to watch my TV shows the day after they premier online for the next .... couple of months aha. Dang. That sucks.
Maybe it'll get me motivated to stop watching TV all together. Yay for positive thinking.

How are you doing?}

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Mood: Excited
Listening to: Tick Tock - Ke$ha
Reading: Child's Play

I'm Infected By The Sound

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 6:17 PM

^{The reason why I love Thanksgiving is because of the good vibe that comes with it. EVERYONE is so happy and joyous. Family members come into town and they're happy to see everybody else. God. I love it when everyone just forgets about every bad thing that's happening around them and just lives in the moment. It makes me so so happy. Seeing my family happy.
This is why life is just so goddamn precious. As simple as being around the people you love. : )
I'm invited to a Thanksgiving dinner of a close family-friend tomorrow and I'm really excited. I'm going to make homemade Pumpkin Cheesecake! YUMMAAYYY. Hahaha! 8D
My oldes friend, Ali, is coming home from Brown University tonight! She told me that Emma Watson goes there, too, and she sees her sometimes haha. She said "You know, you think it'd be hella cool to meet her ... but she isn't anything special. Haha" Bahaha. Its just the thought that she's a big movie actress that makes her stick out. Baha.

I just discovered that my mom's laptop comes with Windows Movie Maker!! I was really bored so, with my new webcam, I filmed myself doing REALLY dumb dance moves and made a short skit haha.
I'm hesitant to show you guys.
DON'T JUDGE ME LOL
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Mood: Humor

"Get money get paid- AIGHT AGHT AIGHT"

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 4:21 PM

^{Don't you just hate the bank? They charge $33 dollars for every FIVE days you don't pay if your overdrawn over $5. What a load of bullshit. I currently OWE BofA $150+ freakin dollars because of that DUMB DUMB DUMB $16 overdraft.
Wow. That really really sucks. Haha.

Anyway, You guys. I'm REALLY sorry I haven't been active(especially at VENA PORTA!) I've been LOADED with work since it's the final weeks of my first semester in college. Please forgive me, VP-ers. D'''':

ALSO OHMYGOD. LOL REALLY FUNNY/AWESOME STORY! A friend of mine, who goes to UBC, wrote a status on his facebook that read; "_____ ____ is watching Fringe being filmed at his school." Naturally, I FREAKED out because I LOVE LOVE LOVE that show and told him "Yeah right! I won't believe you unless you get a picture with Joshua Jackson!"

THE NEXT MORNING HE UPLOADED THIS:
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HE DID IT. HE ACTUALLY GOT A PICTURE WITH JJ lololololololol He posted a link to it on my profile and said "How do you like me now?" HAHAHA OH LAWD THAT BOY IS HILARIOUS.

He tagged me as Jackson, too. lolololol wow. Ugh. I'm so jealous. I was totally proven wrong. lol i'm so jealous of him. D:

Who has seen New Moon? Is it worth going to see it? I HATED the last movie because all the girls were yelling at EVERYTHING. D:<

I discovered some really freakin' funny videos that I want to share with you:
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Mood: Humor
Reading: The Green Mile
Watching: Avatar Trailer

Got Gaia?

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 6:35 PM

^{I'm not going to be here when Avatar comes out. In fact, I'm leaving the day it's released. Sobsobsob. Oh well. I'm leaving for Nicaragua to visit some famly down there.

Does anyone have a Gaia account? I remember someone saying that they'd give gold in exchange for NP which ... i'd really love to do. o-o but I forgot who said it! AUGH! I'm so ... bad at remembering. BUT ANYWAY.

I'm taking Gaia avatar commissions. My very first commissions ever haha. Ask for my screen name! <3<3

Last day of my subscription. Ah well. I can do without it. I think ... I haven't not had a subscription in, like, a year. o-o

I LOVE JOSHUA JACKSON OMG WTFFF}